Belief

In the most unlikely of times - I realized this simple truth!

Perhaps the most of important things I have accidentally stumbled upon and obviously therefore, too important not to record in here.

It is always less stressful and relatively painless to believe the bad stuff. Its the truth and am mostly convinced of this.What took a little while to figure out was the reason as to why it is a lot easier to believe in the bad stuff.

Here goes - the amount of scrutiny and acid tests a good deed or thought is put through before finally it is 'accepted' to be good (by yourself...leave alone anything or anyone external) simply drains a lot of emotions and energy from you. On the other hand, to believe in bad stuff actually takes one simple global acceptance of the evilness that is visible and the minute you have made your peace with the existence of the evilness - the belief in bad stuff is almost effortless and instant.

Its sad but boy I would love to prove myself wrong about this little discovery!