Friday, June 10, 2011

The struggle within….

Why am I being put through this? What did I do to deserve this? How can this happen? Is this fair?

I don’t even know if I am worthy of this. I am sure I didn’t deserve this much. I am unworthy of this extraordinary kindness.

Despite appearing completely diametrically opposite in nature – it is my opinion that both these statements in fact exemplify the presence of a very very strong sense of ego within.

It is only but human to question and complain about the seemingly unfair and unjust. Its clear! Its natural! And needs no explaining! :)

But part 2 took a little bit of realization – it is your ego very very smartly concealed with a cloak of humility that causes you to exclaim and wonder if you are a worthy recipient of some kind gesture especially if you attribute it to coming down from Up Above. The “you know better” sense will be revealed with some introspection and analysis. It would be smart to not dwell on it too much and simply accept everything whole-heartedly with the belief, faith that everything happens not only for the right reasons but also with the right chosen players of the game!! There should be no doubt about that...