confusion...

Normally - at this hour (half past four in the morning) -> before I leave to the airport -> I am given a nice cup of tea...a warm hug and a kiss on the forehead by the people who matter the most in my life!

Today here I am scribbling on my blog missing those people immensely -> there are some conflicting emotions really -> does anyone ever convey the 100% truth when they say care or the likes? I surely don't think I even know what that phrase means...until last evening I thought I knew how to care...!

Going forward -> I want to be extra careful before I convince myself I care about anything -> Real care should never succumb to tantalization...at least thats my take on it! If it does..then it isn't real care!

Of course on the lighter side -> the profundity of the remark "who cares!" puts a smile on my sleepless face...! :)

persistent determination!

Ahhhh...I told you so...didn't I?

Yes. You did. I thanked you then for the unsolicited pearls of wisdom**...didn't I?

Yes...you are welcome again...but it would have saved you all the trouble had you listened to me

No no...how could I ever pass the oppurtunity to hear you say the words - "Ahhh see...I told you so...didn't I"

So this is going to happen again?

I think so...wise one!!

** Guess compelled by matchless arrogance and disdain